Monday, August 27, 2012

MY TRIBUTE TO SEC. JESSE ROBREDO

SEC. JESSE ROBREDO...
you were stranger to me,
as I was also stranger to you...
and I think, if you would still be alive,
I will still be stranger to you...

BUT I don't wanna let this time slip away,
for I wanna give you honor in my blog today....
today is the last day we could ever see you,
for after this your body will permanently go away....

I just wanna tell the whole world...
how you tried your best to serve the Filipino people....
you were the best Filipino leader 
Filipinos in these last days could have ever....

You showed compassion, humbleness,
simplicity, and humility....
you showed respect, and agility,
you showed kindness, love, and social responsibility.....

You were a politician
but you didn't act like a politician....
you were a boss...
but you didn't act like one....

I am soooooooooooooooo sad to lose a person like you...
you are the one we need to help us all through....
your examples and legacies must continue....
so I marked them here on my blog to let the people know....

And as you go today, let me say adieu....
and for every good deed you did...
and every good seed you sowed and strewed.....
let me say thank you.....


 




Saturday, August 25, 2012

12 YEARS AFTER YOUR DEATH, MAMA.................

It's 2012.
12 years after your tragic death, which up to this moment, the cause has not been disclosed.
I am still the culprit which is created and rumored by your favorite daughter, Novie, who I believed really caused your death. And since I have no money to finance the autopsy, I just let everything happen. I let you go without any autopsy. 

When you died in 2000, I was already very, very poor, mother. I already gave everything to you and to my siblings. I didn't leave anything for myself, only my undies and my other personal belongings. 

When you died in 2000, I was trying to pick up my pieces. 
You got everything from me including the house and lot that I bought and financed. Nothing was left for me, only heartaches and pains. These pains accumulated and still felt today because of the things that happened after your death.

Many miserable things had happened.
I thought after your death, our sibling rivalry would end.
But to my dismay, our sibling rivalry became so serious, I mean very, very serious that it resulted to the ''killing'' of my brother Bern, and betrayal of each member of our family.

I am trying my best to patch up things.
I have been trying my best to mend all the wounds that you created.
I have been trying to change the culture of this family, the family that is not really a family.

I am soooooooooooooooooooooo sad to reveal in this blog that our family is a very devastated and broken family, that I am a product of a totally wrecked family who I am trying to unite, or have been trying to unite.

To this date, August 25th, 2012, a day before your death anniversary, I ONLY have Marivic and Arthuro by my side.
Though when you died, they were not really on my side. I had Bern and Julie that time. BUT NOW, things have changed. Bern was ''killed'' by his favorite niece and had been betrayed by his favorite sister, NOT ME, of course.  Julie has become my enemy, my worst enemy who I believe has hindered me from ''claiming'' all that I need to claim.

Money, jealousy, and rivalry are the causes of this family feud and conflict. I'm so sorry. But I can't do anything anymore. I have tried my best to be a ''mother'' to my siblings after your death though GOD KNOWS THAT I HAVE BEEN THE FATHER AND THE MOTHER IN THIS FAMILY EVEN IF YOU AND DADDY WERE STILL ALIVE.

NOW, I KNOW THE REASON WHY I AM LEFT BEHIND.
You and daddy weren't able to fix this family. GOD gave me the chance to make this family united because it has been my dream. And GOD HAS MADE ME REALIZE THAT OUR FAMILY HAS NOWHERE TO GO. I changed it a bit, but still jealousy, greediness, and rivalry are evident even in the personalities and traits of my nephews and nieces.

So sad that these genes are present in my blood. And soooooooooooo sad that this type of blood runs into my body.
You were killed by your favorite daughter. Bern was killed by his favorite niece. And I am ''killed'' by you.

Matricide, fatricide, and filicide are usual and ordinary acts in this family. History will always repeat itself. These criminal acts will be done from one generation to another generation of this family. Soooooooooooooooooooooo sad that I have the genes of Padua and Ayende. I am NOT REALLY PROUD OF MY NAME. BUT I CAN'T DO ANYTHING.....AS A THERAPY, I HAVE TO USE IT FROM THEN ON....Jean PADUA AYENDE....sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo LONELY!

Friday, August 24, 2012

DIFFERENT STORMS OF LIFE....

I'VE BEEN WALKING THROUGH LOTS OF STORMS AND HURRICANES OF LIFE....
SOMETIMES, I STILL ASK GOD ''WHY?''...
I'VE BEEN TRYING TO BE HIS DUTIFUL AND LOYAL DAUGHTER...
I DON'T DOUBT I AM HIS DAUGHTER...
I DON'T DOUBT HE IS MY GOD....
FRANKLY, I HAVE TO ADMIT, THESE STORMS AND HURRICANES OF LIFE MAKE ME TIRED...
SOMETIMES, I ASK GOD TO GIVE ME REST IN PEACE!


All the years of my life, I have been a victim of prejudgement, a victim of discrimination, and a victim of persecution.
People most of the time don't understand my situation. These people, family members, relatives, colleagues, and friends DON'T REALLY UNDERSTAND WHAT'S GOING ON INSIDE ME, AND WHAT MY PHYSICAL BODY IS GOING THROUGH.
THEY ARE PEOPLE WITHIN MY CIRCLE, BUT THEY STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE BEEN SUFFERING. 
MOST OF THE TIME, they put me down, size me up, and put me to test. 

They DON'T REALLY KNOW THIS GOLDEN RULE FROM GOD:

Thursday, August 23, 2012

I CAN HEAR THE WHISTLE OF THE WIND THROUGH THE WINDOWS....

http://christiananswers.net/q-eden/windsound.html

Do you all know that wind produces sound?
Yes. Wind produces sound, different sounds.
When wind is mild and romantic, it gives soothing music to my ears which makes me doze to sleep.
At a high altitude such as mountains and hills, wind usually produces a much louder sound. It sounds like echoes...whoosh...whoosh...whoosh....! It's hissing or rushing.

When typhoon comes, I usually hear whistles. I call the sound produced by the wind before the typhoon comes and during the slashing of typhoon as "whistle". This "whistle" blows get louder and louder as the storm gets stronger and stronger.

Every time I hear the "whistles" of the wind, I usually send messages to my loved ones to make them prepared.

At about 12:10 A.M today, August 24th, 2012, I heard that whistle again. It's not loud yet, but it sounds like a whirling cyclone above the sky.

Now, I would like to share this to you all.

So you will be aware when typhoon is coming. 

Monday, August 13, 2012

HAPPY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. MR. HAN



For your natal day on August 18th, 2012,
I am blogging this greetings for you.
May you have more birthdays to come!
GOD BLESS!

CELEBRATING YOUR BIRTHDAY AFTER YOUR DEATH DAY....


Today is the second time we celebrated your birthday with a family hour and a prayer as we always did when you were still alive. We haven't forgotten to meet at least once every after 2 months or 3 months depending on the busyness of our businesses. Today, Arthur and I cancelled our clients from 3P.M. in order to confer.

The other reason why we needed to meet today was a ''message'' from GOD which I needed to tell to our whole family. As you know, my premonitions are not only for me, but for the whole family and for the whole mankind. But I don't need to tell here everything about those, because I'm afraid that GOD will take away all the "talents" HE bestowed on me since I was in the womb of our mother.

Today as part of our celebration, we promised to our Father in Heaven again that no matter what happens to this world and to our lives, we will still continue giving services to our Father. Our faith will never wane. We will never wither.

Today, we renewed our vow to our Father as we celebrated your birthday!

Happy birthday again, brother Bern!



 

Saturday, August 11, 2012

THE MESSAGES OF ANIMALS STRANGE BEHAVIOURS...

http://ph.news.yahoo.com/blogs/what-is-buzzing/bulldog-survives-500-porcupine-spikes-face-073042554.html


The victim is a bulldog.
The culprit is a porcupine.

Online dictionary defines porcupine as:
"porcupine - relatively large rodents with sharp erectile bristles mingled with the fur"

The dictionary gives this description about the porcupine:
" porcupine [ˈpɔːkjʊˌpaɪn]n (Life Sciences & Allied Applications / Animals) any of various large hystricomorph rodents of the families Hystricidae, of Africa, Indonesia, S Europe, and S Asia, and Erethizontidae, of the New World. All species have a body covering of protective spines or quills
[C14 porc despyne pig with spines, from Old French porc espin; see pork, spine]"
 
Therefore, a porcupine is an animal. A rodent is an animal.
 
Have you heard of strange behaviours of animals when they smell some dangers?
 
In this blog, I would like to refresh to you what our scientists did in order to examine the relationships between animals and earthquake. In one of the articles that I read, I got this excerpt:
" Although scientists disagree as to whether animal behavior can be used to predict earthquakes and natural disasters, they all agree that it is possible for animals to sense changes in the environment before humans."
 
You can read more baout this by following this link:
 
When I was in elementary, my gandfather talked to me about the behaviours of the animals. My grandfather was a wizard. He had magic to protect his acres of land. Just with his magical powers, he could tell his bambboo whip to slash and to trounce any perpetrators, robbers, thieves, and intruders.

My grandfather also taught me about the behaviours of the animals. He said if I'd see an animal who's behaving strangely, that animal was so scared of something. He said that it could be a danger coming or a disaster coming that made the animals behaved strangely. He told me that I should learn from these animals. Maybe that's one of the reasons why I could understand dogs, cats, butetrflies, and animals that I lived with and made pets in my life. That's one of the reasons why I can train animals without my own formal training from a formal institution, I can train animals especially dogs. Cedie, the pet given to me by my brother Bern, was also trained by me.

Yesterday, August 10th, 2012, I saw a dog running while barking here along the road. He ran so fast that made me worried about what could be happening to him.  He could have bitten  a person that made him crazy, or he could have perceived some dangers that would be coming to humanity.

My intial reaction to that was to send messages to my family members telling them to prepare for the WORST THING THAT MIGHT HAPPEN TO THIS EARTH, SOON.
 
That dog reminded me of what my grandfather had told me.


 To know more about the sixth sense of dogs, please click this link: http://wiki.answers.com/Q/How_do_dogs_know_a_storm_is_coming
 "

Dogs seem to have a sixth sense when it comes to predicting storms. Long before the skies darken and the rain falls, thunderstorm phobic dogs become agitated, fearful, and clingy. Before we know that a storm is on its way, our dogs may have felt it, heard it, or even smelled it."

 
 

Thursday, August 9, 2012

DELUGE IN THE PHILIPPINES: THE WORST EVER

















I can't believe why these things have happened to the Philippines. 
It seems like everybody is cursed. 
It seems like no one is doing the right thing. 
It seems like everyone is in the wrong path.

We are praying all the time.
We ask what we need to the Father.
We ask for the forgiveness of our sins.
But did we ask what our Creator wants us to do?
Have you ever asked yourself how you are going to please the Father?
Have you ever asked yourself whether you are doing what is pleasing to the Lord?

Well, I just asked. 
I even begged the Father to be merciful.
I pleaded the Father to give us the chance to renew our lives.
I pleaded to Him this morning to stop the rain and to give us the chance to do HIS will.

These things are eye openers.
We have to change our ways and mentality.
We have to change our lives.
Know what the Creator wants us to do.
If you can't find the answer,
If you don't wanna ask anyone,
then seek for yourself.
Read the Holy Bible for your answers.

The best thing that we can do right now is to contemplate and analyze why these things have happened to us!

My premonitions are real. They are meant to happen.
I thought they weren't.

The bad news is THERE'LL BE MORE OF LIKE THESE TO COME IF WE WON'T LEARN AND IF WE WON'T FOLLOW WHAT THE LORD ALMIGHTY REALLY WANTS US TO DO!

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

DIDN'T I TELL YOU THAT I AM A CLAIRVOYANT?

http://wazzup-prettyjean.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2012-01-03T11:07:00-08:00&max-results=7&start=40&by-date=false

I wrote this blog on December 27th, 2011.
This paragraph is written there....
" And so in this writing, I would like to remind every one of the coming BIG destruction. All the things that we see are just "signs", "signs" that this Earth is gonna come to its end while others are sleeping, working, drinking, marrying, sinning, studying, and many more, as well as, worshiping. "

I ALREADY SAW THIS SCENARIO LAST YEAR, 2011. 


 I saw these floods in one of my premonitions last year. So I got worried. I talked to my family and told them that I would be leaving this building and this city. I would be going to the province so I could plant lots of veggies, trees, and other plants because I am a green thumb. By doing so we could be prepared in the upcoming global and worldwide disasters and crises which I already perceived last year.

I weighed things. I even listed down advantages and disadvantages of leaving this place where I have been renting since 2006. I also enumerated all the pros and cons if I would be staying. The list helped me realize that I should stay here. 
Though I became soooooooooooooo worried and so frightened by my premonition, I preferred to stay because my happiness and life are here. It's a glorious thing to sing at the Temple of my GOD. Though I could also sing in the choir loft of our Church in Bicol, but the timbre of my voice and the way I produce and enuncitae sounds are different from other Filipinos. I imagined I would have a hard time adjusting while here at the Temple, I have already adjusted myself. In fact, they are the ones being told to adjust their voices now. Our mentor wants our voices to be controlled.

Since last week, Philippines has been hit by a tremendous typhoon. Today even if typhoon Gener is no longer within the Philippine area of responsibility, we can still feel its tail end, making the Philippines especially the Nationanl Capital Region including Manila and Quezon Cities underwater. 


 I thought all the things that I saw were just the typhoon Sendong in December 2011. I never thought that what I said above this would happen today, August 7th, 2012, 3 days before the 2nd year Death Anniversary of my dear brother, Bern.